Onward

I get stuck.

Frustrated.

Heartbroken.

Scared.

Even desperate.

The things of this world trip me up and attack what's most precious to me.

Most days I want to fight and move forward but more and more often I long for heaven.

What does that mean?

It doesn't mean I'm going to end it nor do I wish it to end.

It does mean I crave Jesus, His love, His strength, His ability to shoulder the burdens that are just to much for me. 

I move forward.

I choose to trust.

I love.

I choose joy.

I have faith. 

You need only be still. I will fight for you. Exodus 14:14
Location: Rochester Rochester

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