Confessions of a Prayer Wimp

What a gift God has given us~ this voice that directs us, this Spirit that desires what is right and good. This ever-present Guide and Counselor, ready to steer us toward the path of right. Ready to help us turn from our own way-the way leading to destruction- toward the way that leads to life. Ready to speak truth and wisdom if we are ready to listen. Ready to forgive us by grace as we repent. What a gift this voice, this Spirit, this presence- this God conscience- Like a good, strong cup of coffee. We drink deep and the cobwebs clear. The fog lifts. We wake up. Search me, O'God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. Psalm 139:23-24

Those paragraphs are from 'Confessions of a Prayer Wimp' by Mary Pierce. She used her love of coffee to talk about waking up. And somehow tied it in to a spiritual waking up. There are  many different wake up calls that I've been given. Many I have not even recognized until after they've come. I'm so grateful today that keeping my focus on Him reveals things in my everyday life that are all a part of who he wants me to be. -

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